The butterflies
The pink cheeks
The sudden smiles
The crazy rush
They all come in one big burst. There is no stopping it. And there is absolutely nothing you can do about it. The worst part is, I'm terrified of it. It never went anywhere good. Not that it has gone there many-a-times. But one never knows. And there is this constant vein of fear, running through the mind. Everything is all good and before you know it-Crash. Boom. Gone. All that rush. But she doesn't leave without finding a replacement. Oh no. That whiny, self-obsessed co-worker you always had, she replaces Rush. Who, you ask? Pain? Self-pity? Probably.
Call it what you want. Makes no difference. What makes a difference, is deciding to go through with it, even after knowing who the replacement is gonna be. And strangely enough, you learn so much from it, that it was all worth it anyway.
So where does that leave me? Going through with it or not? I don't know. "Go with the flow". That's my motto right now. ;)
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